mtbc: maze K (white-green)
It occurred to me that mentioning some of the more favored books that I own might be a useful way for me to share about myself and, best of all, inspire recommendations of ones I'd like.

I'll skip some categories for various reasons, including that they may not serve such purposes well, or there were too many CueCat*-resistant exceptions. Those exceptions include, some reference books and other staples. )

I own books about computer music, etc., )

about how to approach life, )

about Christianity, )

history, )

food, )

the paranormal, UFOs, etc., )

various fiction. )

It's worth noting that many of these are older books that have survived multiple culls, in some cases been replaced. This makes me suspect that I missed out on some worthwhile books in more recent years.

*A barcode scanner, perfect for ISBNs. The business model may have been justly derided but the device itself is an ongoing boon.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
I ate a nice quesadilla up in the mountains at the Ili-Likha Artists' Village which is what one might get if hobbits designed a multi-level food mall, quite a cool experience while requiring me to stoop in places. At a more normal mall, we went to the cinema, which was also a new experience: before the movie started, we stood for the Philippine National Anthem, which turns out to be quite jolly, and during the showing there were a couple of power cuts.

We stayed at a beach with black sand, from volcanic activity. The sand felt nice and the water was warm, I got to dip my feet in the South China Sea for the first time. With a typhoon somewhat sharing our travels around Luzon, it was not safe to swim.

Even in the tropics, we have noticeable change in day length. By 18h it has become quite dark these days. Coming back home north along the Metro Manila Skyway System in the night and the haze, through the cities of Quezon, Makati, Pasay, etc., seeing all the high-rises and the lights, from the elevated highway, reminded me of Blade Runner. I suppose it can sometimes seem similar to me, with the shininess up against the poverty, the mix of languages, etc.
mtbc: maze N (blue-white)
A few years ago, I wrote here that the Brexit vote may have partly been a fearful escape from absorption into an incipient European superstate, a memory of how people voted for the EEC yet ended up with the Maastricht Treaty. In recent days, it has been interesting to read analysis of how the question of Europe has fractured the Conservatives for much of my adult lifetime. It feels related that [personal profile] andrewducker draws our attention to an article that opines how, over recent decades, the UK failed to invest in industry, green or not, then blamed the economic consequences on outsiders.

Boris Johnson, like Donald Trump, feels very much a symptom of divisive populism. The more level-headed Conservatives are largely now gone, certainly from the front benches, mostly rather further still and some time ago. It is difficult not to draw a parallel with the evolution of the Republicans in the US over a similar period as the GOP now alienates all but the psychopaths and sycophants. In neither country does a better-founded successor, a conservative party with intellectual credibility and a foot in reality, seem to be waiting in the wings.

The hollowing out of our governance reminds me of watching a car crash in slow motion. Past administrations long ago also made serious mistakes but they had the excuse of having rather less information than we now wield. There is no excuse for the harm to so many people yet it is so difficult to change course.

At least there is some light relief: Sky News' person-on-the-street coverage pops up a "New Prime Minister" banner together with their interviewee's occupation and name, e.g., singer, single mother, whatever. It appears to be announcing a surprising variety of new prime ministers.
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In wrapping up some kind of interaction at a research institution at which I had perhaps been staff, the administrators were taking the stuff I was to leave but also destroying extra things I had provided that they deemed superfluous. I thought this to be disappointingly wasteful, they could have offered them to me, or I could have spent more cheaply on buying them in the first place.

One of the administrators seemed surprised that I wasn't submitting a thesis. Apparently, for my kind of interaction, one can earn official credit if finishing off with a thesis. I was correspondingly surprised, and suspected that, were I wishing to claim credit, I may have also had to pay handsomely for whatever it is I had done, which had been a rather less official, unpaid collaboration. There also seemed to be some hope that I may someday take some extra course because they greatly desired more very conservative alumni from that course, with what felt like a knowing wink as they imagined that I am such.

As part of this wrapping up, I was then visiting some shared house to pick up some of my stuff that was there. A door closed between the room with my stuff and the exit and it turned out that I was in such a supportive household that a fair bit of shared space gets closed off for maybe a few hours for one housemate's bathroom-related needs. I was annoyed because I had not needed to be there for long, also because the fact that this whatever-it-was has been announced and agreed before I had even arrived felt patronizingly irrelevant.

Making the best of my undue confinement, I explored the room with my stuff for other interesting items. There was a surprise find of various large equipment typically used by lawyers' offices, I'm afraid I don't recall the specific functions of these devices. There were also some DVDs under something, the first I saw happening to be of a horror movie that I had been wanting to see, so that was a silver lining.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
While I find it difficult to find further books that I want to try reading, partly because of the tendency of modern science fiction and fantasy to expect me to invest in reading many thousands of pages to reach any real resolution, there are still some books on my to-try list, ranging from Stephen King's The Stand to N. K. Jemisin's The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms, and I don't even get around to them. I used to read a lot but, in recent years, not so much.

This morning I wondered further about that. After all, I also watch less television, the time isn't going there instead. And, I've worked full-time rather consistently ever since first graduating. One thing I realized is, one factor may be that I am using public transport less. Books or Kindle are excellent for daily bus rides. Now, I don't even borrow from the library for, say, my flight to Manila this weekend. To start with, long-haul travel quickly makes me feel too tired to read, though not sleepy enough to sleep. Further, I am typically away for longer than the library return period for books.

I also realized that my memory has faded enough on a few books that were worth reading that I also have some re-reading to catch up on, they are safe bets as I already know them to be worth it. With luck, the books I own will finally arrive from the US at the end of this week. Still, by the time I have wrapped up the day's work, done the washing up, caught up on the day's news, attended to a couple of domestic or administrative chores, and chatted to R., it's getting about time for bed.
mtbc: maze B (white-black)
This afternoon, I achieved some goals. I walked to the local Sainsbury's and bought everything on my shopping list, plus some extra bagels, I also thought to look for insect repellent but they don't offer much of a range. I also walked to the beach and dipped my feet into the 13°C water a couple of times. On the way back, I happened upon both the Masjid Alhikmah and the nearby Aberdeen Multicultural Centre so at least I know where those are. I was on my way to a fish and chip shop. I notice that the curry sauce locally is darker and spicier than I am used to from England. I don't know if that reflects changes in time or place or that they have more South than East Asian influence or what. At least in SE Asia I don't think they have the concept of British Chinese curry sauce which I think at least includes five-spice.

This Saturday, I set off back to Taguig, we should hear about the visa applications while I am there. I belong with my wife. Happily, tomorrow I get to take my children to the Japanese Garden at Cowden Castle, it's well over a hundred miles one-way for me but worth it, though I'll be out of the house early as rain may move in later in the afternoon and my eldest will have evening D&D. This Wednesday, I'll take the train back into our Edinburgh office while an electrician replaces some emergency lighting here in the flat, then my goods and effects from Eastern Tennessee should be delivered shortly before I leave the country.

Once back in Taguig, Riza and I may resume our habit of morning walks. Often, we head over toward Arca South and buy some groceries on Maharlika Road on our way back. Not much further is the weekend market, Saturdays being the best for that, it's kind of temporary stalls but mostly covered by tarpaulin. Occasionally, we venture in a different direction to Laguna Lake. I hope that the visa applications are approved, that we get to walk together here too, unfortunately the UK immigration process is even worse than the US'. Naturally, I converted my savings largely into pounds sterling just in time for historic lows, I remember the days when £1 bought over $1.60, though also when gas in Ohio was 99¢/gallon and it made sense for me to own a 5ℓ V8. At the beach today, the cheapest single-scoop cone ice cream I saw was £2.50, I guess the usual beachfront price-doubling applies up here too. So, I didn't achieve the goal of ice cream at the beach but the important one was the feet-dipping.

I came home to mixed doubles snooker on the television, I didn't know that was a thing. Now I am here, I shall catch up on the latest of the new LotR show while treating myself to pista kheer. I have badam halwa for another day.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
Last night's dreams included something about leaving hurriedly in a car to protect a child from a man who was coming. There was also some poetic spellcasting that was involved with making a clever bird larger. It wasn't known that the bird was flying high at the time of this, it ended up having to make an undignified water landing.

I sense the influence of The Sandman (2022) in the above. I enjoyed it and look forward to another season someday. My hazy memory of the graphic novels has Dream being a little more interestingly cunning in overcoming challenges, and the stories being even more imaginative, but I could be mistaken in those, and I am glad that the material could be decently adapted at all.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
There are many fluently multilingual people in the world, I have met and worked with plenty myself. One thing that still surprises me is the apparent difficulty of well-resourced organizations in managing to hire any of them.

I experience all manner of unnatural English from major corporations' professional communicators. )

I don't know why they can't hire better. )

Maybe I am supposed to be more inclusive in some sense, I'd have just thought that people whose English wasn't at all natural wouldn't be getting the major jobs, that they would lose out to the many who, while maybe not being English, at least speak a version of the language comfortably, even if their own accent shows through. Maybe not.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
Over the past couple of decades, Amazon have largely gone downhill in terms of what I want from them. I wonder if, given my recent issues with Prime Video, and their price increases, we approach the last straw. After all, I am still annoyed every time my Fire turns itself on whenever I plug it in. Maybe I just wanted to charge it?

In discovering reports of the two-day limit to finish watching a downloaded show, I had also read of a typical thirty-day limit for watching them at all. So, I had freshly downloaded shows before departure to the tropics, then, in my return flight, I found that they had all vanished, so much for entertainment on that journey. What happened there? I don't know, but it did little for my mood and all ought to be far clearer. I don't see anything in the user interface that tells me of a specific episode's expiry. My objection is less to their content controls and more that they are ongoingly surprising.

I much wish for a reasonable competitor to Amazon. eBay gets me some way. I could at least finish watching current shows on Prime then not renew. Amazon's hard push to join Prime would then an extra annoyance but perhaps that should drive me away rather than toward. If Amazon treat me like this yet I continue to pay them then I am part of the problem. They certainly have the resources to do better.
mtbc: maze N (blue-white)
New to me is campaign season here in the Philippines. I had already seen video of outdoor exercise classes and such that were somehow tied to political campaigns. Now I get more time to explore for myself, two aspects strike me, especially in more rural areas. One is the vapidness of the many posters: they feature some candidate, or group thereof, smiling or looking enthused or patriotic or whatever, with a name, a slogan, often some color retouching, and little else. The other is the music: songs play in public that are somehow associated with campaigns, even played from vehicles that drive along the road. I suppose that there is also rather more contentful engagement from or among candidates, admittedly I have made little effort to seek such in local cable news. For day-to-day life, what I do see from the campaigns, I do not learn much from.
mtbc: maze I (white-red)
The downloaded shows from Amazon Prime Video on my Fire 10, which played fine offline before, no longer did on retest. The best theory appears to be an unobvious feature such that, once one starts a show, one has but two days to finish it. And, my few seconds' test started that timer. So, they're downloading again, I shan't test playback, I shall cross my fingers. Thank goodness for the retest.
mtbc: maze I (white-red)
Given that I have long-haul travel coming, I realized that one thing that could make it more bearable might be taking the opportunity to watch plenty more of The Expanse (2015) on my Amazon Fire 10. After all, it may be that I can download the remaining episodes now then watch even in airplane mode.

This turned out to not be a quick check. Amazon doesn't easily handle multi-country activity so I must have both US and UK accounts. My Fire 10 was last associated with my UK Amazon account so it couldn't see my Prime subscription. It appears not to be able to switch my Prime Video viewing to my US account without switching the whole tablet, and various other app-related data or whatever seems tied to the account, not simply the tablet. No doubt it makes sense for others somehow but, for me, the sole user of the tablet but with multiple accounts, it's a real pain. Even my ssh client stopped working after the switch.

Apps are now reinstalled, rechecked, etc., my Prime subscription has become visible and, indeed, I can download whole seasons of a show, put the tablet into airplane mode, reboot it, then watch episodes. So, it worked out in the end but, goodness, what a fuss to get there.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
A couple of years ago, I mentioned how getting Primer (2004) straight in my head is worse than Dark (2017). The more I consider such issues, the more I suspect that programming languages like Haskell, which make it easy to encode one's thinking on a scaffold of custom mini-languages, may be a boon to those wishing to make sure that their time-travel plot is consistent.

Today, I stumbled onto yet another diagrammatic attempt to explain what happens in Primer, why what we see makes sense. It looks a good try, even handling revisiting the party, which I think is the toughest aspect. It occurs to me that the way to be sure is to encode,

  1. one's model of time travel

  2. the observed events

  3. the hypothesized events

and see if the computer thinks them consistent. It could even try to generate that last item, the what really happened, rather than trying to verify a fan's. Perhaps languages like Mercury would beat even Haskell for this kind of application.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
Having refreshed my memory on more older Doctor Who (1963), I notice that many of the stories, at least up to the early eighties, have some elements I like: they at least try to explore some science fiction or otherworldly idea and, narratively, they often turn on a battle of wits rather than some new development that wasn't at all anticipated in earlier scenes.

Nonetheless, while my recent entry on this topic was much about drawing contrast, I must give the current Doctor Who (2005) at least some credit: the latest episode did clearly engage with a science fiction idea, albeit one so well-trodden it's become a trope, there was indeed some battle of wits, and the Daleks no longer seemed absurdly powerful. A couple of aspects were less what I would wish but I do try to appreciate silver linings.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
Away from my family and homeland, one thing that keeps me happy and feeling connected is media from familiar sources, especially live media. This afternoon worked out well, I started listening to BBC Radio Cornwall and found that they're doing whatever the BBC local radio version is of syndication where they're playing Rima Ahmed's show and she sounds far more Yorkshire than Cornish to me, which is also comfortingly familiar, given my early childhood in the north of England, even if not quite that far northeast.

I am doing okay right now, I have made whatever food I felt like (having ensured plenty in stock), washed up, and am now relaxing with some merlot, wondering if I might like to watch a movie. One of the gifts I received is the director's cut of Dark City (1998); I've seen the theatrical release, in the cinema, back in the Before Times, and I look forward to seeing this cut.
mtbc: maze B (white-black)
For someone who grew up in England, another Christmas living alone in the US during a pandemic will certainly be strange. Listening to BBC Radio online helps. In my grocery shopping today, given what is easily available, I went more for convenience foods than items I would have thought of as being seasonal; I will cook my usual, more healthful, meals on fewer days. Complicating the meal planning are that the coming two weeks include days off work and a rescheduling of the usual Saturday morning shopping.

With today's lunch I am eating a can of Progresso's spicy Italian-style wedding soup. I give them credit: their spicy range does reach a good heat level for me. Further, my usual fallback of non-spicy soups — lentil, garden vegetable, butternut squash, hearty tomato — are all quite good, notable given that I do not usually like canned butternut squash soup.

Stopping in Aldi was a disappointment: I planned to pick up Edam cheese and white chocolate, they appeared to stock neither. Aldi's the only place in the city that I have found Edam, and I had wanted white chocolate in attempting a simple cookie recipe (just an experiment), fortunately Food City had plenty.

Also fortunate was the weather: we had thunder and lightning earlier but the rain was already lighter by the time I finally dragged myself out of the house. Tomorrow is forecast to be sunnier.

During my shopping, I was comfortable in wearing an FFP2 under my cloth mask that has a HEPA filter inserted into its pouch (thanks to [personal profile] mst3kmoxie). Few other shoppers were masked.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
Around when BBC America started the new Flux storyline of Doctor Who (2005) they also showed the animated The Evil of the Daleks from Doctor Who (1963). For me, this contrast confirmed a strong suspicion. In recent times, the show has often not made much sense nor much explored science fiction in any interesting way. Spectacle and large consequences have overshadowed the natural, plausible progression of narrative. In the Flux story, a fair fraction of the top-five adversaries have been wheeled out and the fate of the whole of creation appears to be at stake. In modern times, even a single Dalek is a great threat.

In the older story, a Dalek seems to be destroyed by, broadly, a couple of guys pushing it into a fireplace. Not all the plot elements make sense and some even make fans laugh. The core premise of the experiment and its value seems a bit weak. Yet, honestly, I found the story far more engaging. It feels real because it appears to work within rules that make some kind of sense. Despite being less powerful, the Daleks still manage to be menacing, also interesting and cunning. We engage in actual science fiction rather than surprise technofixes. I put the difference squarely on the quality of the scripts. The first episode of the new story involved some unlikely luck and bravery. By the third episode, which was … well, let's not look for adjectives … I noticed that Jodie was doing the best acting possible with the material she'd been given, it all just seemed to have been pulled out of nothing more coherent than somebody's posterior.
mtbc: maze H (magenta-black)
I enjoyed a modest and quiet Thanksgiving. I saw family online, I breakfasted on a poblano pepper omelette, and later ate some convenience-food traditional Thanksgiving fare, also some crab rangoon with smoked salmon. Toward the end of the day I had beer and chicken wings with a neighbor. Today, for lunch, I think I may treat myself to tilapia and scallops then a little blueberry pie.

This morning, while I was washing the dishes I'd lazily left from Thanksgiving, I found myself remembering what I had made with each dish. The radio played Beethoven's Sixth which reminded me that, thanks to Soylent Green (1973), this season I can also be thankful that my Thanksgiving meal wasn't made of old people.

I gained several pounds during my visit to Scotland. This week will not much help that but my diet can wait a little longer.
mtbc: maze K (white-green)
I was trying to think of movies that I much liked and was struck by how few of them were from the last twenty years. In time, I did manage to think of a few more recent movies, so perhaps I learned something about how my memory works. It could be that the older movies have had more time to mark me more deeply, or I am now worse at recording new memories. It transpires that most of my favorite movies, especially among the more recent, are science fiction.

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