Study; examinations; research
Feb. 7th, 2016 06:45 amI found myself thinking back to my full-time education. While attending King's College, Cambridge, at the examinable subjects I worked far less than many of my colleagues and eventually got a lower second in my finals. I actually pick up technical things quite quickly and easily -- in NatSci 1A I got into the habit of actually listening to lectures instead of frantically transcribing them, then in our college bar afterward helping people to understand the material -- and it is more from that than actual detailed study that I even managed to pass.
Certainly not now having a doctorate has been disabling career-wise. For many years for the US Department of Defense I was successfully playing a leading role in advanced research. I found that I enjoyed it and was good at it. However, in looking for that kind of position elsewhere, between not being able to talk about the most interesting work and not on paper being obviously good at it, I wasn't an appealing candidate. There were small glimmers: for example, at Vecna one of the research team noticed that I was very good at helping him to write research grant proposals, but he had little authority to actually task me with that.
Some background would help: ( I got sick of examinations and stopped studying )
( but learned other useful things )
( and wouldn't have liked a postdoc career anyway )
One might reasonably respond to the above:
Certainly not now having a doctorate has been disabling career-wise. For many years for the US Department of Defense I was successfully playing a leading role in advanced research. I found that I enjoyed it and was good at it. However, in looking for that kind of position elsewhere, between not being able to talk about the most interesting work and not on paper being obviously good at it, I wasn't an appealing candidate. There were small glimmers: for example, at Vecna one of the research team noticed that I was very good at helping him to write research grant proposals, but he had little authority to actually task me with that.
Some background would help: ( I got sick of examinations and stopped studying )
( but learned other useful things )
( and wouldn't have liked a postdoc career anyway )
One might reasonably respond to the above:
Well, that's nice, even if I believe that you're good at getting difficult technical things done, you couldn't bring yourself to study for examinations, now you can't get to do interesting research work and even if you did then other aspects of your job would annoy you too much, so where does that leave you?I have thoughts on that but not for this entry.